Timed Checked: 5:42PM

yippee! (: tmrw can sleep late late liao......i want to pay back all the sleep i have miss during the trip (: heehee~
well this week after returning back to school...majority of us who went for the shanghai trip all found a part time job liao but only for this week and guess what is the job?? of cos is to be a santa claus larhhs. we have to go and give the little gives to our friends, relatives and teachers......well it took me 3 days to give out the present still left with 3-4 more haven give yet cos busy marhhs you know.....then my baby cousin also haven receive her present ley hais dont know she got miss me anot??? long time never see her liao lehh i think abotu 2 weeks le hais sis say she grow fatter already but to me like so so lorxx cos have see real face yet so cannot predict ...

heehee~ i am so happy with how attitude today sooo happy :D thank you!! well tried to show you also but sometimes becos of "shy" so not that obvious but one of my friends say that my atittude towards you is obvious lehh? was wondering if you can feel it anot?? i hope you can cos i really wish that you can feel it then when you feel it how will you react?? will you be eager to show me even obvious lookings as much as you can or you will just stay calm?? arggghhhh!!! i really hate this feeling...becos i have to stand at one corner just to look at you. you know how tiring it is i cannot show obvious lookings otherwise my friends will be wondering de for sure then i have to tou tou look ang you miao at you hais hate this feeling how i wish someday i dont have to look at you like that i can da da fang fang de look at you da da fang fang de seat beside you and maybe wait for you to comeback from you whatever cca.....sometimes i really wonder why jiajun only like ........... for 3 days nia then they can stead le but you and me lehh?? i think i like you for nearly half a year le i still cannot std with you what is this man! i really envy him alot siahh ):

Labels: help me lehh???? wo jiu kuai yao fong diao larhhs...

Timed Checked: 10:31PM

well just came back from the china trip went there on the 1st of sep at night. not really enjoying this trip becos(thinking of home and mou mou ren well he will always be in my heart and my soul dont know whether he miss me marhhs and i hope the answer is yes and alotz...jiajun got std liao lehh and if i can also std with this guy whom i love then me and jiajun will be going out to celebrate bringing our stdys along....... but wat shall i do??? i dont think so he know that i like him right ?? OMG!!!! somebody can help me!!! ) hais met jiajun and chye ya in this trip we happen to be in the same group then just nice the both of them i dont know the so now make 2 more new friends liao lorxx.....then from chengdu we went over to shanghai by domestic flight there was sleeping ,listening to music and thinking of him siahh....hais will elaborate more when i dont feel tired ok cos now battery still left about 50% liao machiam dying liao siahh ....hais then today just online facebook nia new jia hao papa and zhi yao chat with me asking me why i did not ....... china hai yo so ....... lehh then widy and xiaodong comment on my status widy telling me that he miss me lotz and ask me whether i bought anything for him anot see another fellow asking for something ai yo......hais then on the monday need to change my job liao lorxx in school and that is to become a santa claus giving out their presents .....ok that is my summary for today and my trip will talk more the next boring time i login ok bye.......

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Labels: hope you will miss me like how i misses you in china....

Timed CHecked : 3:24PM


well it is just 11 hours away from my flight and i am bored now OMG!! hais so boring nothing to do at home how i wish i can now go to the airport and board the plane now manzxc......well will be taking a night flight to china chengdu then when we reach there it will be in the morning le then we will starting our journey(i enjoy looking at you yesterday, but once you look i tend to look away cos i am afraid that you dont like me. i am afraid of rejections now.....but i know if i dont confess i dont think so we will carry on from being just friends well would you mind to confess??? i doubt so.......i just really really hope that we will be an item someday. will be flying to china later the one i hope to see is you the one whom i really want to fly with is you now my mind is all about you:( what about you?? why you did not sign up for this trip?? or you did sign up but just that the teachers did not select you?? maybe right.....? i will not be in school for tmrw and the day after so will you miss me?? will you look around for me?? will you walk pass my staircase and see if you will see me?? will you have the mood to eat tmrw if you did not see me??? hais how i wish i can sms you all this questions that is running inside my head now but too bad we are not so close to each other but well maybe someday we will be right??? and now what i want is a miracle to happen for me and you becos i hate this kind of feelings i cannot express it out but to keep it to myself and suffer it i really like you alottz do you feel anything?????? if yes can you show me so that i know you felt my feelings?????alone.....) how i wish i can just look at you openly no need to hide and talk to you with courage)

Labels: boredom and feelings