Timed Checked : 4:35PM

well is another normal school day for all the secondary school students it's just that we are like going to our playschool like that for me.......well we went on an excursion trip to city square today..nothing much just sloving problems using the maths formulaes totally no mood cos of him...was thinking about him through out the whole trip....then in the bus to city square yong rou and i sat right at the back well you know why .....of cos needless to say if yes then the answer is becos to listen to music and to think of him and be in my own world larhhs.....hahas lovesick sia
then the instructors ask us to pay attention to him first greetings from us....well during this part i really thought that we came from other country siah cos all say greetings in different languages some in korea, chinese.......ai yo you name it we have it larhhs...

so try to hide my MP3 by using the front seat as the support to cover my face and my mp3 it was a success! so continued to listen until we reach the place.....reach le jiu start our EDU MATH TRAIL liao find a perfect spot put down our bags and begin to walk around and take photos,lunch-ate old chang kee & MAC then move on to swensen's(to do the maths edu trail thingy not to dine there but we dine outside the swensen's by seating on the floor and figuring out the sum for the ice-cream ETC;) hahax well hope you get what i mean ...... then bus-ed back to school and went in to the councillor room for a survey and home sweet home in the end.......

HIM~~~
well sms-ed you but have not receive your reply yet are you annoyed by me??? oh ya btw congrats for receiving the blue sky award after your turn , next will be mine and its tmrw how???? i am so scared now.......dont know what to do siahh...thought of not going to school tmrw but then cannot larhhs cos tmrw the cca library thingy is me running the whole show hais....hope that tmrw our recess will be the same cos without seeing you (wo hui ku si de) :( , how i wish you were mine then we can go out together like what other couples do , dying to have you but you dont know it is so difficult for me to confess cos you are a express student me? a NA student but i can sense you have been noticing me for the past few months...is this true????? can anyone answer me......the fact becos i cannot confess to you is becos i am afraid that you might just turn-me down. are you afraid of this too??? if really like that then how??? how can we be even advance? hais just hope that we will be an item in not time okays but i do really need your help....will you help me into making our realationship a great success????

Timed checked : 4:13PM

Yay......Fanally exams is over OMG felt like taking the paper day by day passes by really slow but after you took all the papers with a good grade the sense of success :D cool man! well after taking back the papers was quite please with my own results but on the other hand i was day dreaming hahax did not really pay much attentions to all my papers cos so long as it is a pass then it's fine with my parents well manage to score 60+ for all the papers except for Sci , maths and geog for this whole year so to me is like wahh good job man, it is amazing for you to score such marks for your paper hahax!!! was overjoyed ! that is why decided to go out with friends this coming thurs or fri......place have not decided yet........
HIM~~~~
well how was your exams????
how is your results???
well was even overjoyed like i just won a lottery when i look at you and you were looking at this direction...hahax but was shy to keep on looking at you so tend to look away when ever you look hope you dont mind and you wont think of something else..... always wanting to talk to you but it's just that i have no confidence enough.....well it looks like you have some confidence in yourself already so that is a good start hope to have more mystery i contacts with you till you gain enough courage to confess yourself i will be waiting for you no matter what i promise you that! well walk pass your class just now and took a glance at you....saw you checking your test paper so i understand that you dont have the time to show me icontacts i dont mind actually....but i will mind if you change your heart and like someone else..i cannot afford to loose you i want you but do you want me??? this is the first question that i would like to ask if i have the opportunity but do i??? maybe..... but i dont think so i will have the confidence to ask you larhhs....see just now look at you also problem liao so not to even mention this larhhs.....Well went to facebook again to check out my amora love predictions and found out that our attractions is getting closer and closer so i am really wishing , dying , and willingly waiting for your reply but pls dont make wait for so long cos my mind will tend to go wild again ok plssssssss..................hope you have read my wishing list and you will grant my wish *praying really really really hard for our miracle to arrive ASAP* pls grant my wish thnks.....

Timed Checked : 8.20pM

Yippeeee~ finally exams are over , the war al of the students in the secondary school is over we can now have peace but well ... not really peace yet becos up next will be our war's results.....OMG!!! i hope monday will never come.....seriously but well some want monday to come faster but some may not so how??? hahax not sure....

well...are you avoiding me?? if not why just now you online for a little while then after that you offline again?? makes me wonder why but i do hope that what ever bad things i am thinking right now will never happen....becos i dont wanna lose you i really want to be more advanced with you......everytime the minute i go into facebook the first thing i will do is to check my amore love predictions becos with that i will feel abit comfort becos not seeing you for days will makes me feel upsidedown...... and i do really wish that i can really have the chance of being part of your life..... sometimes i think that chances of being with you is very very close but sometimes i dont think so that way cos you are not moving sometimes...but well nevermind so long as you show me somthing i will feel very very happy like the expressions you have on your face upon receiving my little note.....i was overjoyed really! i saw you standing nearer to one of the classes outside the councillor's room i was damn overjoyed but do you really mean to look at me??? how i wish we can review back to the days when you were so shy when you bump into me or when you see me.....can you confess your feelings you have for me??? or at least a sms??? i do really want to know how you feel about me but i am too afraid of rejections you see.... i bet you too right?? well pls give us a chance will you??????????????????

Timed Checked: 5:42PM

yippee! (: tmrw can sleep late late liao......i want to pay back all the sleep i have miss during the trip (: heehee~
well this week after returning back to school...majority of us who went for the shanghai trip all found a part time job liao but only for this week and guess what is the job?? of cos is to be a santa claus larhhs. we have to go and give the little gives to our friends, relatives and teachers......well it took me 3 days to give out the present still left with 3-4 more haven give yet cos busy marhhs you know.....then my baby cousin also haven receive her present ley hais dont know she got miss me anot??? long time never see her liao lehh i think abotu 2 weeks le hais sis say she grow fatter already but to me like so so lorxx cos have see real face yet so cannot predict ...

heehee~ i am so happy with how attitude today sooo happy :D thank you!! well tried to show you also but sometimes becos of "shy" so not that obvious but one of my friends say that my atittude towards you is obvious lehh? was wondering if you can feel it anot?? i hope you can cos i really wish that you can feel it then when you feel it how will you react?? will you be eager to show me even obvious lookings as much as you can or you will just stay calm?? arggghhhh!!! i really hate this feeling...becos i have to stand at one corner just to look at you. you know how tiring it is i cannot show obvious lookings otherwise my friends will be wondering de for sure then i have to tou tou look ang you miao at you hais hate this feeling how i wish someday i dont have to look at you like that i can da da fang fang de look at you da da fang fang de seat beside you and maybe wait for you to comeback from you whatever cca.....sometimes i really wonder why jiajun only like ........... for 3 days nia then they can stead le but you and me lehh?? i think i like you for nearly half a year le i still cannot std with you what is this man! i really envy him alot siahh ):

Labels: help me lehh???? wo jiu kuai yao fong diao larhhs...

Timed Checked: 10:31PM

well just came back from the china trip went there on the 1st of sep at night. not really enjoying this trip becos(thinking of home and mou mou ren well he will always be in my heart and my soul dont know whether he miss me marhhs and i hope the answer is yes and alotz...jiajun got std liao lehh and if i can also std with this guy whom i love then me and jiajun will be going out to celebrate bringing our stdys along....... but wat shall i do??? i dont think so he know that i like him right ?? OMG!!!! somebody can help me!!! ) hais met jiajun and chye ya in this trip we happen to be in the same group then just nice the both of them i dont know the so now make 2 more new friends liao lorxx.....then from chengdu we went over to shanghai by domestic flight there was sleeping ,listening to music and thinking of him siahh....hais will elaborate more when i dont feel tired ok cos now battery still left about 50% liao machiam dying liao siahh ....hais then today just online facebook nia new jia hao papa and zhi yao chat with me asking me why i did not ....... china hai yo so ....... lehh then widy and xiaodong comment on my status widy telling me that he miss me lotz and ask me whether i bought anything for him anot see another fellow asking for something ai yo......hais then on the monday need to change my job liao lorxx in school and that is to become a santa claus giving out their presents .....ok that is my summary for today and my trip will talk more the next boring time i login ok bye.......

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Timed CHecked : 3:24PM


well it is just 11 hours away from my flight and i am bored now OMG!! hais so boring nothing to do at home how i wish i can now go to the airport and board the plane now manzxc......well will be taking a night flight to china chengdu then when we reach there it will be in the morning le then we will starting our journey(i enjoy looking at you yesterday, but once you look i tend to look away cos i am afraid that you dont like me. i am afraid of rejections now.....but i know if i dont confess i dont think so we will carry on from being just friends well would you mind to confess??? i doubt so.......i just really really hope that we will be an item someday. will be flying to china later the one i hope to see is you the one whom i really want to fly with is you now my mind is all about you:( what about you?? why you did not sign up for this trip?? or you did sign up but just that the teachers did not select you?? maybe right.....? i will not be in school for tmrw and the day after so will you miss me?? will you look around for me?? will you walk pass my staircase and see if you will see me?? will you have the mood to eat tmrw if you did not see me??? hais how i wish i can sms you all this questions that is running inside my head now but too bad we are not so close to each other but well maybe someday we will be right??? and now what i want is a miracle to happen for me and you becos i hate this kind of feelings i cannot express it out but to keep it to myself and suffer it i really like you alottz do you feel anything?????? if yes can you show me so that i know you felt my feelings?????alone.....) how i wish i can just look at you openly no need to hide and talk to you with courage)

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